It has become such a normal thing to me that, I forget normal people sleep and they constantly get 8 hours or more. I’ve never really slept on time or like others. As a kid I remeber always being up at like 11:45- which made me a God at school. I used to say it’s because that’s the time I was born, oh so long ago, but let’s be honest, I’m just not one for on time sleeping.
I hate sleeping. Because when I sleep I dream, and when I dream I wish for things in my future. Things as simple as kids or a family. Things that are seeminly becoming less probable. I just get lonely, I mean, who doesn’t?
I’ll get through this like I’ve done in the past, i’ll feel like complete shit for a few weeks and then hopefully I’ll cheer up. 😕
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